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| I had the best week with Sean Graham. I don't know if I like him more than a friend, or if I am just being stupid and need to concentrate more on myself, but I do know that he allowed me to be myself around him and to not let anyone or anything get in the way of my happiness. I am truly thankful for a person like that to come into my life. We had some good times, and some bad times, but overall, I will NEVER forget him and NEVER forget how much he has impacted my life now. I pray that he is keeping safe and that he is having fun with everything in the Air Force.  | | |
| hmmm, seems it's been a while since i've updated, so here it goes:
- car is fixed and handles better than before (or so Shawn says)
- still working at Sears
- started a new job at Norlift of Oregon, Inc. as an AR Administrative Assistant
- working both jobs to pay off bills (yes, lots of debts from who knows where....)
- been planning on a trip to visit family in California with my best girl friend
- planning some more trips before the summer is over
- learning to accept things as they come and just to "go with the flow"
i hope everyone is enjoying their summer. take care and God bless everyone!~ | | |
| Here's an UPDATE for those who are CURIOUS (I doubt anyone is):
- finished last term of school with a 4.0 GPA (two years finally done!)
- contemplating on whether or not I will be attending school again
- searching for a better job
- fixing up my car for better performance (yes, almost like a race car!)
- hanging out with lots of people (not just the Moshimoto Trio)
- enjoying the summer while it lasts
- learning to trust God more and more as each day passes........
**prayers welcomed and greatly appreciated** | | |
| Yes, I am done with my American Government paper/final. I must say, I think I wrote some pretty good arguments on why the President has the most power in our governmental system. But then again, who really cares?
On a different note, I'm beginning to think that LIFE is worth living --- happily. I used to think that I didn't want to live because of what has happened (and is still happening) to me. And I was waiting for the day when I would die so I wouldn't have to wait any longer. All of that has changed (but knowing me, I will probably feel that way again later -- I'm so unpredictable sometimes!) and I have a few people to thank.
I would most definitely want to thank GOD for giving me life and guiding me and letting me become the person that I am today. I love Him for always protecting me from others and myself and for allowing me to make my own mistakes. I know that it has been a difficult journey, and I would just like to thank GOD for everything He has blessed me with and will continue to bless me with.
I would like to thank my mother (yes, I know, it's a shock!) for opening my eyes to see how I don't want to be worthless in life. She has taught me (through observation) that hard work pays off and that no one can bring you down unless you let them bring you down. In spite of our differences and lack of communication, I still have faith that we will have a good, meaningful conversation (or lash-out) that will let us know more about each other and hopefully find some things in common. Afterall, she is my mother!
I would like to thank my friends (and ex-friends) for helping me when I needed it most. I am not one to share much of my feelings, and as I've mentioned before, I am not a people-person. For those who have graced my life with their presence, I thank you all. Without your friendships (or lack-of friendships), I would not be the person that I am today. I especially want to thank Shaniqua and Sanaka!! Those two have been there for me more than my own family and I cannot thank them enough. I LOVE YOU GUYS!~ **((I had a great time with you guys at City Bible Church on wednesday night. I'm sorry one of you couldn't enjoy it as much as me. We still had fun afterwards!!))**
For now, I am going to focus on my future. What future, you might ask? I do not know. LOL........but I will find out. I need to find out what I want to do with my life before I am too old to do anything about it again. (I'm not knocking those who are older than me and still attending school. I wouldn't do that.) I want to be able to do something that I have a real PASSION for. Maybe I'll do some sight-seeing or traveling this summer. We'll see what God has planned for me. I hope everyone does well on their finals. Take care and God bless always!~ | | |
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